thanks fr leading me to a better person & a better life noww . thanks fr being a listening ear for me . well , i cried semenjak bby leave me . & atoyy was the 1st person i otf with him & cried like fcuking hell . sampai tersedu2 . i told him , i still need bby . i love him so much . i nearly told him all & about my condition . he at least fhm cos he himself has been thru this befrore too . he really2 understnd me . i have learnt alot from him . once , i told him , i wanted to kill myself cos i just cant do this animore . i cant live without him . my life were srsly misrable . im damn lonely . but atoyy confronted me by saying dun do stupeed stuff . i reliased , no point do stupeed stuff when bby just cant accpt me bck eventhough i have chnge . atoyy even ask me to prove it to bby tht i have chnged . but i know , bby wont believe me animore . BHY , i hope ure reading this . haish ;'[ i really2 apprecite wht atoyy have done fr me .

WHY SHOULD I CRY FOR A GUY IF THT GUY JUST SEEM NOT TO CARE KAAN ? " FYI , eventhough he dont love me animore , i still will & ALWAYS love him . im eagerly waiting fr him , eventhough it would take me thousands of years . even if i feel hurt & even if i feel like i wana give up .i will always wait fr him to be mine again .

i dont care whatever you wana say abt me . you wana say i have other guy , just say okae . if you wana say i played tymer , go ahead . you may , but i SWEAR , i dont have any other R/S with other guys termasok tuh azrin . yeaah , you may not love me like u used to . myb u just anggap i as ur friend ONLY fr now . i know you are dissapointed with me . Im sorry . And i really2 mean it . im waiting fr u & believe me , i have chnged . bhy . i love you D'; & i know ur mum are also dissapointed of me . im sorry mama . i want to be with bby again D';

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