Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Okae , i taak gy skola nary . dhen siak peh cekgu pi paitaw ibu yang i didnt went to school on mon & wed . pfft . dhen she say i cabot dry detention . im doing tht bcs im kinda stress & cried jerh kaan . haish . Hope tht pig die . AMIN ! pfft , kebelangkanan niie , i have attend classess in mosque . lege sikit hati masok masjid (: haas , okae . STOP2 . mendaark uhk kaad ruma . i wana go cwp leh ? jalan2 ? pfft . ingat lagi , i always ask permission frm bby . bt now , no one to ask too . haish . it seems like , i have no one animore . * tears falling * smlm , sblm giie mkn nan ibu all . i went down & meet muncine , afai , nabeel , anez & fanfan . they gave me advice . in order to move on , i have to take other guys . but srsly , i cant oke . dhen they say , choose antare bby or another guy . dhen i say , i want him . then they ask me to frget bout 351 & be with him . but i cant possibly frget bout 351 . i have been with them fr 4 years . i will miss the place if i dun go there . haish . then nabeel nyanyi lagu ape ntaah uh . sampai he ask me to choose 1 ? hahas . cock sia . beh i ask mun , tht actly they sume taak giie report polis kaan . tros muke satu2 daah cuak RABAK sia . beh naak step ttp2 cite . idk luhh drng report ke taak . but i knw they dont . cos half of 351 ckp taak . half ckp aah . haiyy . but i knw mmg taak .. hm , ny taak giie skola pn sbb i kinda sick . bdn pns sikit jerh . mate aku lebam pas tuhh gatal plak tuh ! grr ! i have one thing to say which i thing it is meaningfull to me , " All make mistakes , sometime we do desparate things , but tht doesnt mean we cant chnge . we can if we try . " (: hmm , dgr2 adr orng masok hospital eysok ? haiyy . ape luhhr naak jdy . streess siak . kay , i need time uh to prove to ppl i have chnge . recently kaan , law i cry , i cry with my cat . comot will look at me . cute taw . its like he want to ask me wht hadd happen & stuff . haish . kay luhr , i gtg . i wana sleep psl dh mkn obat beh nantok luhh kaan . oke , bye . Labels: Comot is there fr me Happy Bdae Ibu . Im sorriie i have no mood to wish you just now . & i have no mood gy mkn tdy . im just too sad . i dun wana tell u abt wht . i remember bby once ask me wht to buy fr ibu bdae . Arghh ! crying again . fcuk3 ;'[ daah luhr aida . stop it , haish . bhy , i need u . pls . ama , atoyy & bhy , i knw u guys want me to chnge . im willing . i promise ama i will try my best . bby , i love u so much . i heard tht tmrw u going to hospital bcs of ur hand ? im worried . i ask amalina why & stuff . haish . dhen i knw she had told u bout i took the test . & why do u say , " biakan uh diie " ? haish . i nearly cried . but i thn . i dun wana cry . haish . i will throw ths away . cos i tnk u malu . i hope u knw wht i mean . haish .. Tdy , muncine talk abt u . and i sit one side & cried . & i told all 351 members bout why i cried . & told them how much i need u . they ask me to be with u again . but its u hu dont want it . haish ;'[ arrh , ntaah brape byk kali aida naak nanges . im starting to chnge & stop esap all this . im cutting down & slowly stop quiting . bby , im worried bout u . thts all i cud say . i need u . i want u back . im waiting fr u eventhough mama wont accpt me to be with u back . idk why now i have to menyesal . i srsly dun knw why . pls forgive me . i wana build a new life with u again . pls . its 11 days to our 6monthsary . & i want u bck before our 6monthsary . i dun wana be lonely animore . haish , once again . i NEED you D'; IlyStill ~ Labels: IlyStill ~ Tuesday, June 29, 2010 Mon ? taak skola . full stop . tlg rini katekaan , haiyy . kesian diie , lols ! Tues ? i cried & cried at school . wht to do . just too sad . haish . bhy , you ckp you syg kaan i ? beh asaal you mesty ckp you daah single & can flirt around ?? i was too stress bout tht . i told naz , tht , i just going to give up . no point i change if theres no one hu wants me back . & theres no one hu cared fr me . haish . Rini , Naz ; thanks dh pujuk aku & give me more advice dhen i needed . naz , i will try to chnge & nt to give up as u ask me too . demi kwn , aku try nt to give up & be the aida you guys tkk suke . i will try my best . haishh . bby , i dont know wht to say animore . yes , im jols when you flirt ard . i know u are single . arr ! idk wht to say . kay , i cried like 7 times just nw . mate lebam siot . ramai orng kate . yeaahh2 , && tdy aku tk gy 351 ! wee ;D i succed not going thre . but , i just go fr a while to take hp frm darwiis . (: yep2 , now i succed dhh tk esap **** (: im proud with my attitude now . kay , nxt , i wana STOP esap rkk . i tried too , but i cant . but i gt my frends hu can help me . oke daah . kwn2 , i janji i will chnge ! wee (: ohhyaah ! adr kwn tuhh kaan ; KWN MKN KWN ! fcuk ~ satu hari , aku cmfirm mkn korng alek eh . pfft ~ ;D I muntah2 lgy . haish . i myb tk gy skola eysok . i go poly . i want HIM to accompany . & i hope you know hu you is .. I have took the freeing test . OMG ! haish . daah luuh , i hope nth happen to me . Atoyy , help me D'; i love you eventhough you hate me . Labels: i love you eventhough you hate me Saturday, June 26, 2010 Its nearly 4am now . and my second post of today . yeah , i cried again aftr heard this song & looking at our pics . if only i have the last chance D';    I love u bby , and i always will . ;'[Labels: i love u n i always will . i have done this summary just now . its now 3am . and yeahh , i cant sleep D'; haish , its nt summary . some kind of story tht im relise i was wrong all this while . " i was once a bad girl . doing all those stupeed stuff . idk what is going on with my life . i SWEAR ! yeaah . i admit , semenjak i start campor nan member lamerh , i began to do stupeed stuff , my behaviour chnge . aku taak dgr ckp bby . yeahh , i know tht i hurt him alot & i may dissapoint him alot of times . well , i do learnt from my mistakes now . well , here it goes . Atoyy ; thanks fr leading me to a better person & a better life noww . thanks fr being a listening ear for me . well , i cried semenjak bby leave me . & atoyy was the 1st person i otf with him & cried like fcuking hell . sampai tersedu2 . i told him , i still need bby . i love him so much . i nearly told him all & about my condition . he at least fhm cos he himself has been thru this befrore too . he really2 understnd me . i have learnt alot from him . once , i told him , i wanted to kill myself cos i just cant do this animore . i cant live without him . my life were srsly misrable . im damn lonely . but atoyy confronted me by saying dun do stupeed stuff . i reliased , no point do stupeed stuff when bby just cant accpt me bck eventhough i have chnge . atoyy even ask me to prove it to bby tht i have chnged . but i know , bby wont believe me animore . BHY , i hope ure reading this . haish ;'[ i really2 apprecite wht atoyy have done fr me .haiyy , nearly 2 days , i didnt went to 351 . pergi pn skejap . setakat 5 min , teros jln . i cant be there animore . i dun want to pick up my bad habit animore . i tried to stay away frm 351 now . ask me why somemore ? i would say , i wana chnge myself to a better person . & therefore i tried to stop seeing them everyday . you may see the old aida soon . i have cried alot this few days . No point crying eh guys ? yeaah . i know tht . i cried not bcs i want too . its bcs , i really need him . & im dissapointed with my behaviour . you guys out there may think , " WHY SHOULD I CRY FOR A GUY IF THT GUY JUST SEEM NOT TO CARE KAAN ? " FYI , eventhough he dont love me animore , i still will & ALWAYS love him . im eagerly waiting fr him , eventhough it would take me thousands of years . even if i feel hurt & even if i feel like i wana give up .i will always wait fr him to be mine again .  Baby ; i dont care whatever you wana say abt me . you wana say i have other guy , just say okae . if you wana say i played tymer , go ahead . you may , but i SWEAR , i dont have any other R/S with other guys termasok tuh azrin . yeaah , you may not love me like u used to . myb u just anggap i as ur friend ONLY fr now . i know you are dissapointed with me . Im sorry . And i really2 mean it . im waiting fr u & believe me , i have chnged . bhy . i love you D';im sorry guys fr expressing this feelings . but yeaah , i onnly got ths blog ONLY to express everything . ~ MUHAMMAD NUR SYAFIQ , I STILL LOVE YOU BBY . GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE & I PROMISE NOT TO LET YOU DOWN ANIMORE . IM SORRY TO HUEVER I HAVE HURT ALL THIS WHILE . ~ BBY , MAMA , PENDEK & FRENDS ; IM SORRY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART D'; tears is falling now . haishh . Labels: its time to show the old aida Friday, June 25, 2010 i will change . i promise . i wont be posting fr quite a while . i wana chnge my lyfe . haish . i promise . i will be back soon . myb , i wont be coming to school . idk luhr . i srsly wana chnge . eventhough we are nt together , i will still wait fr u . eventhough it makes me sick & tired waiting fr u . i love u so much . i wana chnge . now , i need someone to talk to . haish . im going to chnge myself . D';im single , but i will still anggap hubungan kite ttp samerh . i wana be urs again . myb ur wife . pls ? i know the world gets older, n more people r getting better. bt im nt improving, cze im waiting. for u im willing. im hurt . ilysm ! remember that , always .;'[ just kept thinking of eu . eu and only eu .i hope eu understand my feelings . i promised to make eu happy always . i never broke my promise untill that STUPPED mistake i did . ;'[ i appreciate what eu did , its just that im to stress that made me do that mistake . haiyy ! well i dont wanna talk bout it . if only i can rewind back tyme . nw , i dont have a listening ear , a place to rely on , a love to throw to . well i only have my blog . thats why i blog always . i complaint to this blog and i feel better cze i got someone. i mean something to share my probs with . not like last tyme , share it to him . ;'[ k enough . i dont wanna shed a tear , taccaire readers , This is my last promise to eu , its okae if you wana believe it orh not . i PROMISE to change to the better D'; and bby , ily . hope eu consider well , ;'[ i wont be posting fr quite some time . bye ;'[ Labels: ;'[, and bby, ily. ]; hope eu consider well Wednesday, June 23, 2010 My bby brpther favorite song <3 Labels: i miss him  im back posting . well , i got camp luhh kaan . but i cried and went home . hahas . okae , im srsly homesick . geehs (: dhen second day pike naak cabot camp , beh taak jdy . pfft .1st day ws awesome . but i went home aftr Pass Out Parade - POP . ibu amek i from sch . 2nd day , went to school at 10+ . dhen sempat tido dlm rcy room . nantok sgnt sehh . tros maen game sumerhh . dhen i thank all the exco for their good job . thanks guys (:if not for them , this camp will be ruin . hahas ;D todayh taakderh plan luhh kaan . pfft , mendaark kd uma . Bby ask to meet him at hys house naak clean cat ear . but mls arr . ruma diie dh laah jjauh . hahas . so yeaah , skrng ny dok kd uma je uh . ibu said if kiteyh kemas uma , eysok leh tgk wyg . *happy2* ;D i naak tengok citeyh toys story 3 which bby dhh tgk & made me feel jols ! lols . myb trn 351 jap uh . adr hal . myb . lom sure yet . pfft , fulerhmaak . nary ramai budak aku sume thon laah seh ! aku naak thon leh ? hahas ! law thon pn , limit2 aku trn kul 3am . pfft . okae laah . pape nnty aku post lagi kay ? Labels: bye Sunday, June 20, 2010        Labels: imy syg  Hello ! haas . yeahh2 , cute taak gambar tuh . lols . lame ! kayhh . smlm , went to ecp . gambar2 sume wed i upload ok ? haas . teros naek bike and stuff . beh giie skate park . kimais , orng mengatal . irritating sia . tengok2 . cam naak cocok jerh materh drng . pfft . blablabla , trs alek kul 9+ 10 gyth . dhen siap2 untok camp . Okae , tady , i went to bby house . tengok cat dhen mandikaan cat . tros2 , kite adr laah kaan uat bendeerh . haha ! bby , diam taww ! lols , taakmohh blng orng , haha ! kayhh , pas tuh , me & summayyah went home dgn chucky , the cute kitten . ahas . cute sehh . pas tuh , dah alek tros sleep . lols , sleep nan chucky . he is so cute . ;D kayh , esok i giie camp . sampai tuesday jerh . beh tues , giie dinner nan kwn2 . i cant wait ! lols . syg , pls update kaan blog i law i gy camp eh ? hahahs . oke , bye ;D  Daddy , happy fathers day ! thanks for being there through the tears , laughter and dirty diapers . i love you mohamad faisal bin ishak ;D i love you my father (: Labels: bye Friday, June 18, 2010                 My photos of webcam adr kd fb taw , pape view . bye ! Labels: View Fb je  hello ! i miss husband ! just met him just now . hees , yes3 ! i really2 miss him so much . padahal smlm aru jumperh . neehh , no matter wht , till now also i miss husband ! hm , kayh . actly aru wake up . dhen amek2 gambar . haas . gerek2 . amek gambar kd webcam . taakderh keje luhh kaan . nnty i upload gambar2 . mls naak upload skrng . pape tgk kd FB ok ? aku naak esap gulung uhhk niie . haas , jkjk . kayh , husband ! ily ;DThursday, June 17, 2010 Fcuk laah eh to guest ! pfft , im nt with azrin laah eh ! fcuk uhk cibai ! law aku naak byk jantan pn , asl kaw nak kesahkaan sgnt siot ? suke haty aku arr pukymak ! skrng aku tanye kaw , hidop aku ke kaw ? law bukan hidop kaw , gi berambus arr buto ! knncbb ! such a motherfcuker ^^ pfft , sory for the top ^^ ignore je arr kayh . just hate ths stuppeed spamers . aku law naak byk jantan pon taak menyusahkaan korng peh kaan . pfft ! hm , kayh . today ; stay at home . met bby outside my house kd tangge . befre tht , went to 351 , dhen suruh orng belikan stormking menthol . tros ajak nina & alif to come my house . pas tuh giie meet bhy . lepak2 , tros kul 4+ , hantar bhy kd trafic . beh alek , areng2 dhen kelua alek hantar my datok . now , tgh taakderh mood uhk naak post byk2 . currently me & nenek je kd uma . adek2 sume giie admiralty . waah ~ bby i mlm2 giie tgk wyg sia nan family . cite toys story 3 ! i wana watch first sia ^^ beh bby dh gy tgk dulu . neehhmind , saturdaay naak giie tgk arr . okae , bye ~ ^^ Labels: best sia bhy dpt tgk toys story 3 Monday, June 14, 2010  Hello ! kayh , yesterday had some conflict nan bby . we fight . haiyy . yesterday night , went out . gy treehouse nan adek2 . tros terjumpe afaai , fanfan , muncine , hilfi , nabeel & mus . sumerh tgh angkat gum . tros i was tht time stress rbk uhk . so anggap gum jugak . my adek2 sume blng aku yq i srsly mabok . sampai terbareng kd lantai . idk what happen to me uhk psl dhh mabokk . tengah esap gum tuuh , i can feel like theres byk pin tgh cocok2 kd my kepale sampai kaki . saket gilerh . tpy thn je uhk . daah mabok , tros went home . sampai i maki orng2 yang taak uat slh > thts wht my adek say . idk luhh kaan . hahas . kayh , tros gdh nan bbby lagy , waah . tpy skrng dh okae . psl i promise bby , tht i learnt from my mistakes luhh kaan . actly smlm naak thon nan dorng . but taak jdy uhk . plan ruin arr . adr lhh sbb2 nyerh . blaas . narie taakderh plan arr . mendaark pah ! jp agiie jumpe budak2 kd tpt biaserh . myb . pfft . bhy ! imy ! yeap2 , happy aku bby post kaan . hahas ! hm , okae . nary cam mendarrk arr gyth kaan .so , aku naak post gambar2 during mama chalet dulu eh ;                               Ok DONE ! 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 ♥ Owned by Mohamad Azrin TygaaLimaSatu ♥ She do fight for her own rights . smoker & i do pierce . Haters , eu can go kill urself .  ♥ 280310 im happy to have him in my life . We have gone through the thick & thin fr the past 11months . every minute i had with eu , i treasure it alot dear . i love him like i always do & no one can love him like i do . If a bitch try to steal him , i swear i'll kill eu ^^ MOHAMAD AZRIN BIN MOHAMAD : ILY <3 ApitBeyloo Nazirahh Yateaa Irahh Ykaa August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 December 2011 |
